you'll be fine

happy and new couples are blossoming left and right. nice.

simultaneously, there are others facing break-ups. i'm sorry.

and then there are those who have ended without even beginning. again, i'm sorry.

but you know what? you'll be okay. i promise. you will :)

Usher - Separated

"So why don't you go your way,

And I'll go mine.

Live your life, and I'll live mine.

Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine.

'Cause we're better off, separated."

i got this.

staying up late to study used to be a piece of cake. so, why can't i do that now? :(

starting today, i will try my best to stay up late (at least until 2am! i've been sleeping at 12:30am) and wake up early (6am! thank you, starbucks, for opening early) and study away and away and away! sleep less. study more. pray always.

less than 2 weeks left. i can't wait until the end of april. until then, i'll flood every parts of my brain with accounting materials, caffeinate (by the way, this is not a word. it should be, though) my body so that i can stay awake and be alert, and while doing all of this, i hope i'll remember to praise His name daily.

selena, you got this. suffer for the next few days, and after april 30, you can rest. and play. and see friends! and sleeeeeeep to your heart's content.

realistically speaking, though, i'm pretty screwed... oye! *shakes head* no, no, no. i got this.

[special thanks to my dt girl, michelle pak, who reminded me of this: "no pain, no gain."]

You and only You

"My savior loves, my savior lives.

My savior's always there for me.

My God He was, my God He is

My God is always gonna be."

Father, I desperately want You.