merry Christmas!

last year's winter holidays was a crazy, teary mess. but for this year, i eagerly awaited to come home and be joyful during this time of year. and i'm really happy to say that so far, it's been great! i'm glad i got to see my mom's side of the family and celebrate Christmas eve with them. it's been over a year since i've seen all my cousins and this may be the last year that we can celebrate Christmas altogether. i'm really glad i got to partake in the family gathering this year.

thankYou, Jesus.

oppa

the same oppa who washed my feet with soap last year... sent me an early christmas gift. he got me pepper spray because he knows that i work late at night, all by myself in the lonely office... i've always wanted an older brother and so, i'm really lucky to have this brother in my life. thankyou, oppa.. :')

show them grace

"why do you keep expecting them to do the right thing?"

"...."

why DO i expect them to do the right thing?

is it because they're christians?

i consider myself to be a pessimist but when it comes to people, i find myself trying to find the good in them. why do i do that? why do i set myself up for disappointment?

i shouldn't expect anything. i shouldn't have hopes for anyone.

let God do His thing with His children.

as for me, i need to learn how to imitate God's love and His grace.