Thursday, August 30, 2012

yummy food & wise words

i spent almost 5 hours with my pastor's wife aka samoneem aka mama bear today. five hours! o.O she taught me how to make california rolls (it looked something like the picture below).


yumm! i can't wait to try making them again by myself. and i doubly can't wait to make them for my parents! :D i already know what my momma is going to say: "you're ready to get married!" haha, she is always so predictable.

aside from gushing about our infatuation for food, samoneem had quite a lot to say about family. our conversation brought us both to tears. it was quite a sentimental moment we shared and by the time we finished, it was already evening.

one thing that struck me the most from today's conversation is how there are many strong, faithful, and godly servants who have come from broken families. it's really amazing how God has used these certain individuals to not follow the ways of their abusive, adulterous, alcoholic, or non-existent parents but rather, He has used them to be the complete opposite. it's quite true that parents play a key role in a child's life, but their significance is actually quite small compared to God's role in one's life. He conquers all.

"really, your situation is not as bad as compared to others'. there are people who have been or are in worse conditions. and yet, look how they've turned out! it's truly by God's work and His grace that have helped them turn out the way they did."

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

His love


How Deep the Father's Love For Us

How deep the Father's love for us
How vast beyond all measure
That He should give His only Son
To make a wretch His treasure

How great the pain of searing loss
The Father turns His face away
As wounds which mar the Chosen One
Bring many sons to glory

Behold the man upon a cross
My sin upon His shoulders
Ashamed, I hear my mocking voice
Call out among the scoffers

It was my sin that held Him there
Until it was accomplished
His dying breath has brought me life
I know that it is finished

I will not boast in anything
No gifts, no power, no wisdom
But I will boast in Jesus Christ
His death and resurrection

Why should I gain from His reward?
I cannot give an answer
But this I know with all my heart
His wounds have paid my ransom

Sunday, August 26, 2012

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what i would give to have a sister..

feel so alone in this world.
wish i could just...