they make me happy

i've been feeling a lot better these days :) perhaps i just needed a really good meltdown (in my case, 2 meltdowns) to make me get back on my feet. hmm... or maybe it's because i'm surrounded by wonderful people. gosh, i'm so blessed and i'm so lucky... to have such supportive and caring brothers and sisters... to see the old and new friendships growing and becoming stronger... to be comfortable enough to show my vulnerability... i wonder if they know how much i really like all of them :) but... a part of me doesn't want to become too attached because i know i'm going to be so, so sad when these people (might) fade out of my life in the long run.... ah, i don't want to think about that. all i want to think about is how these people make me happy~

-- brothers: i've always wanted an older brother... and here i am, provided with more than one good brother. brothers who were the first ones to ask how i was doing. brothers who i am able to confide in. i've never experienced this many relationships with brothers until this year. i like them. i hope they will find good girls, hehe.

-- sisters: who else can i chat with for endless hours? :)

-- my cousin: i never thought my relationship with her would become as strong as it is now. to receive an email from her that asks, "hey, can i call you tomorrow?" is so awesome. you don't have to ask, you silly cousin! :P

--"entourage": i may not have a real friendship with these guys (minus one great buddy) but i love hanging out with them. they have so much fun, they're so spontaneous, and i find so much joy just by observing them and listening to them. they're funny people.

-- aptmate: i finally made a non-korean/non-christian friend in san diego. she's always so cheery, she makes and shares delicious food, and she graciously invites me to have fun with her and her friends. she's so cool. i like her a lot.

-- roommate: my good friend of 5+years moved into my room this month. she's hella psycho/creepy/crazy but i still like her. we call ourselves 2 peas in a pod. piglet and pooh. we're going to become 2 old, ghetto grannies together.

-- my tutor kids: i'm so proud of them!! :D

-- taeyang: my #1 celeb crush. i really, really like him a lot... he sings. he dances. hott eye candy. faithful christian. what more can i ask for? haha...