He provided my acceptance of being admitted to BOTH of my #1 graduate schools, and i am just so in awe. because you see, my grades and my gmat score are below the average of these two fine schools, and yet somehow, by the grace of God, i have been admitted to both. my initial thought was: are you kidding me.
but along with this wonderful and undeserving gift, i have also been blessed with the knowledge of genuine faith. when i first became a christian, i would claim that i had faith in Him. but it was only up until a few weeks ago that i had this HUGE revelation and conviction that i NOW have genuine faith. i can honestly say that now i see that God WILL use me for His glory and that i WILL follow the path He has set out for me. after having my own spiritual revival (it's as if i went on a church retreat by myself, haha), everything has become so much more clear. my direction, my focus, my heart... i want to give it all to Him.
a few posts back, i wrote about a friend who seemed unrecognizable to me because of his fire and passion for God. i understand him a lot better now. when i meet up with friends and share with them my recent updates, they, too, see how much i've grown and changed. i'm really encouraged to hear that.
to sum it all up, i've been so joyful. not because of my circumstances, but because of my growth and genuine relationship with Him.
praise Jesus, my eyes and heart have now been opened.
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