i am... so, so bored. my life is utterly dull. it seems like everyone around me has something exciting going on in their lives. i guess i'm fortunate that i can live vicariously through them; however, it would be nice to see my own life spice up for a change.
the other day, my best friend asked me to update her on my life. for the first time, in a long time, i told her that there was absolutely nothing new to share. even she was shocked and she actually complained, "gosh. i was hoping you would have some juicy stories... you're the storyteller!" hahaha... i'm sorry i disappoint you, bff.
but seriously. i'm so bored. and it's my fault. because. i'm being mia. i've been mia this whole year. but can i really blame myself when i know that this is what i had decided to do? that coming into this new year, i knew what i was getting myself into? i knew that life would be this way. but i didn't think the feeling of loneliness would quietly slither its way into my life. so this is what it feels like to not have any friends or family... mm... i see, i see.
well, this was a pointless entry. did i bore you? haha, i just bored myself. i'm going to go read a book now. it's a mystery/thriller book. the main character whose name is Odd (what an odd first name) sees ghosts and dark shadows that follow people who are about to commit murders. doesn't this book sound exciting?! alas, my only and little source of adventure. hip hip hooray!
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This is unacceptable.
ReplyDeleteWe're going to do something really cool.
That will make your life less boring.
Just give me til Saturday. :)