epiphany #2

i remember writing about my first epiphany about a year ago. that epiphany was about how i realized that i never loved God. man. that was such an incredible lesson...

anyway, i had another huge epiphany last night and it brought me to happy tears. i learned that i shouldn't be idolizing friendships (in this case, christian friendships) and that if it is God's will that i am no longer to be close to someone, then it's totally okay. we may not have an earthly friendship, but we still have a heavenly relationship -- one that is eternal and forever. he/she will always be my brother/sister in Christ. we're still united by Christ's blood. how awesome is that?! totally awesome.

this past week, i had a lot of time to myself to think, reflect, pray, and meditate on His Word. for the past x months, i've been looking for peace, looking for an answer, and last night, God answered my prayer. it was so good. i've come to peace with myself and a certain kid. i can honestly say that as a sister-in-Christ, i love this kid.

thank You, Jesus :)